Not a good day, mentally/emotionally speaking. Depression meter was extremely high. I feel like I’m often teetering on the edge between “put renewed effort into life†and “give up entirelyâ€. I’m trying not to look at things in terms of progress (and the implied opposite, regress), but it’s hard.
- I had leftover pasta for lunch. Thanks, Past Eug!
- I got to watch a new episode of Excellent Adventures, and one of EA Asia.
- I did a little writing.
- Tonight was book club, which is always fun.
- Laura made me a mixtape! So nice of her!
- We had some pretty good pizza for dinner. Two pizzas in two days, not bad! Plus I got to take home the leftovers!
- I tossed gym stuff in the Miata on my way to carpool to book club. Afterwards I got myself to go to the gym before going home. Nice. Did an hour and change of incline walking on a treadmill. The past couple times I’ve been watching TV shows on Netflix while walking. I usually listen to music, but I find it doesn’t occupy my mind enough, and I end up continually looking at the clock on the treadmill and counting the seconds. This makes for a kind of torturous workout. Watching Netflix has been better, but I don’t think my phone’s data plan can support it as a long-term solution. I’m probably gonna try podcasts or audiobooks instead, but I’m not hopeful. Oh well… good job tonight, Eug.