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Life Advice from ShackNews

“There’s a GOGOGO switch in everybody. Most people don’t have control of theirs, especially not in their twenties. Usually, that comes with kids, or true hardship.

You need to break that switch. Roll out of bed in the morning and ROAR and rush through every thing that is thrown at you and at the end of the day collapse in blissful exhaustion. An epicurean existence is a fantastic thing, but it’s not an end in itself. You gotta have control of that switch. You’ve got to be able to charge into misery, leap flames, and stick your dick in almost anything to get the highlander prize, whatever it is to you. (hopefully it isn’t a gay sports car, because then you will have like 5 more movies to go through)

Doesn’t mean the switch always has to be flipped, that’s how you end up with a heart attack in your 40’s and 3 ex wives. But you definitely need total control over it so that you can blitz when the chips are down and you can obliterate things like this bullshit English thing you have to do. Life is not entirely about fun.

Life is about screaming gleeful defiance into the crashing wave of time before the sea of eternity sweeps you away into nothing. Because we are infinitely lucky we weren’t rocks, or hydrogen atoms spread across an inconceivable vastness. Because we’re stupid, irrelevant and stubborn. Because we are grit in the eye of God.

So quit being a pussy and do your fucking homework.”

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Rockapella - Christmas Without You

I crunch across the street
To that Maine man
Who sells us our tree every year
He asks how we’ve been
I just smile
And say “bag up that five-foot blue
Spruce, please…
Nice trees.”

The taxi ride home
I’m just fine
It’s just me and that tree and Abdul
He shows me the lights
Red or green doesn’t matter
Pedestrians scatter ‘neath

A snowflake of light suspended
High above Fifty-Seventh
We slide to my stoop, I track in
Put up that spruce, step back and see
How it’s gonna be

Christmas without you
It’s hitting home, I’m all alone
Christmas without you
So unfamiliar
Christmas without the love we shared
A little much to bear
This Christmas…

At least you left the lights
Okay, half
Probably the ones that blink
Where are you tonight?
Every day I’m a mess
Even Rudolph’s depressing

I hop on a train to Macy’s
Thinking I’ll just replace these
Memories we made together
But all the memory shelves are bare

Christmas without you
It’s hitting home, I’m all alone
Christmas without you
So unfamiliar
Christmas without the love we shared
It’s far too much to bear
Don’t think I’ll ever be the same
This Christmas without you

Lonely are the days…
Lonely are the nights without you….

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LAMB again

Now, thinking about that night with Maggie behind the synagogue, where we stayed together until it was nearly dawn, where we made love again and again and fell asleep naked on top of our clothes–now, when I think of that, I want to run away from here, this room, this angel and his task, find a lake, dive down, and hide from the eye of God in the dark muck on the bottom.

Strange.

–Christopher Moore

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From LAMB

    Justus let his sword fall to his side with a sigh.  “Go home.  All of you.  By order of Gaius Justus Gallicus, under-commander of the Sixth Legion, commander of the Third and Fourth Centuries, under authority of Emperor Tiberius and the Roman Empire, you are all commanded to go home and perpetrate no weird shit until I have gotten well drunk and had several days to sleep it off.”

–Christopher Moore

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Harry Potter and the Mysterious Noun

WOW.

I like “Harry Potter and the Waterproof Pearl”, personally.

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Wednesday Braindump - And she takes another step

Mrrr.  My sleeping has been really messed up for the past half-week or so, so I’ve been constantly tired… more so than usual.  I hope I get relatively rested before the trackday on Friday.

Trackday on Friday!  Thunderhill with Rosette… I hope she doesn’t throw me.  :|

I’ve been playing Disgaea 2 again (because I don’t have enough things taking up my time), and it is fun, as usual.  It’s pretty brain-melting for me, though… the more open-ended a game is with player choices, the more paralyzed I get playing it.

France in a week and a half… wow.  This is going to be the longest I’ve ever been away from home.  I hope the cats are okay with the friends we’re going to leave them with.  :|

Almost through with the stack of car/motorcycle magazines.  I also started reading the last Alvin Maker book, The Crystal City.  It feels like I missed a book, although the title list claims I haven’t.

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Monday Braindump - Memorial Day Edition

This weekend was supposed to be pretty full of things, and well, I guess it was.  Alice and I went with friends to see Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End on Friday night.  For me, the movie was full of face-palm moments, cheap laughs, and predictable melodrama, but it was still damned entertaining, all in all.  Stupid movies can still be tremendous amounts of fun (as I predict the Michael Bay Transformers will be).  And it’s always nice to watch a movie with my wife in a starring role.  Good job, Keira honey!  Best of all, though, was the trailer for Live Free or Die Hard that played before the movie.  Yippee-kay-yay, motherfucker!

Saturday, we drove down to San Jose for the MAAP escort training at Andy’s place.  Good eats, good meeting, and good hanging out with my closest friends, who I miss terribly.  A load of laundry later, this theme was continued up at Mikey’s place in San Francisco.  I really missed the guys, and spending the day with them was great… especially hanging around towards the end of the night and just talking shit, like we used to do.

Of course, Alice and I didn’t get back home to Davis and get into bed until BFT in the morning, so it’s thrown our sleeping off up to and including today.  We didn’t get out of bed yesterday until mid-afternoon (which meant I missed going to watch AFM races at Infineon with the 530 crew), so we just decided to waste the rest of the day as well.  Star Trek: TNG episodes were watched, pancakes were made and devoured, books were read, and video games were played.  We then proceeded to stay up until about 3AM, which meant the sleeping-schedule-fuckup rolled over to today as well.

Today’s activities so far have been paper-writing for Alice and an advance segment of Game Night for me, with Ryan and Andy.  Titan Quest was played.  We’re now level 47, and we just got past Epic Egypt into Babylon.  My character, She-Legolas, acquired a new-hotness bow and a new helm with big stat boosts, but is now sorely lacking in movement speed compared to her companions, Dillios and Leonidas.  It is sad.

I really wish I could sleep less… sleeping is so wonderful, but I really don’t like missing the whole morning part of the day.  Sleepiness aside, I really love early morning, when everything is dim and cool and the world isn’t so crowded.  Early morning rides, drives, biking trips and runs/walks are always so great.  As well, I don’t like losing so much time that I could be putting into all my time-consuming hobbies.  I’ve got tons of games to play, movies, TV shows and anime series to watch, books to read… I’ve still got that massive backlog of car and motorcycle magazines, too.  And in three weeks, it’s off to France for a month… I’ve got to hurry up and pack my iPod full of tunes.

I’ve been reading more of the Alvin Maker series… Alice and I are both done through Heartfire, and I just ordered The Crystal City off of Amazon.  What I most admire about Orson Scott Card and his writing is his ability to create multi-dimensional characters.  There are very few flat characters in his stories, and he does his best to give everyone a fully fleshed-out personality and history, and one that makes sense, to boot.

Under the Tuscan Sun, on the other hand, doesn’t seem like it really has much of a story so far, but then, I’m not very far into it.  Despite the lack of plot development, it’s really putting its hooks into me.  It’s the kind of “classic literature” style that I really love, in which every sentence is a piece of poetry, regardless of whether or not they fit together into some epic tragedy or whatever type of story you want.  I think this is a style that’s becoming lost on people in general, since now all the popular materials depend on Something Happening every few seconds.  Plot development is king now, and I think we’re sacrificing something important for it.

I spent most of yesterday playing Puzzle Quest, and it is awesome.  It’s like Bookworm Adventures, but without the words… I could play this game forever.  Even if I do spend most of it cursing at the AI and its uncanny ability to CHEAT.  Oh well, it doesn’t break the game (and I’m not sure it’s really cheating at all, just analyzing situations really bloody fast, as computers tend to be able to).  I also gave Moto GP a try (finally, I own a PSP game!), and it’s pretty good too.  Hard to control, with the PSP’s stupid “analog disc” thing, so it’ll never really be a good racing sim, in my opinion, but it’s fun.  I gave up on being good and technical with it, turned on all the assists in the game (brake assist, AT, sim mode off) and just had fun with it.

On the anime front, Nanoha is turning out kind of fun… the last couple of episodes I’ve watched have changed the tone around from lighthearted and cutesy to moody and portentious, and I’m liking it.  Lucky Star is also doing me pretty well, despite what seems to be a massive backlash against it in the fan community.  I don’t get it, because the show is funny and cute.  Oh well, we all know I’ve never really been a great meter of public opinion.

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Thursday Braindump - Sauce Plox

I just had a pretty decent game of Supreme Commander with Ryan… us against two Supreme AI.  We got creamed in short order the first time, but got our revenge the second time, with the assistance of T1 bomber-rushing on one of the two AI to take him out of the running early.  The rest of the game amounted to us stalling the other AI with suicidal base attacks while teching up, taking his infrastructure apart with T3 artillery, and striking targets of opportunity with T3 strategic bombers and T3 gunships.  We may suck (especially me) compared to serious SupCom players, but it’s fun for us!  I managed not to let my base stagnate this time around… usually I start forgetting to build upon reaching T3… I’ll set a bunch of things with long build times going, and then I’ll forget all about my base and run around like a maniac with a small group of units, get them killed, get my base attacked, and sit back until I die or Ryan saves me.

The Transformers trailer… wow.  It looks like it’ll be a fun action movie (as expected of Michael Bay), with no substance whatsoever.  And forget about adhering to the source material… Megatron isn’t a gun, and you can’t even tell what any of them are supposed to be when they’re in humanoid form.  Half the fun of the old Transformers was that you had a robot with distinctly recognizable car (or whatever) parts as arms and legs.   Bumblebee as a new Camaro, though, I can live with that.  And Megan Fox… I’d like to have a relationship all over her face.

The Alvin Maker books (Orson Scott Card) are pretty good, as expected of Card.  I’m going into the fifth book (Heartfire) soon.  My favorite character so far has been the judge who presided over Alvin’s trial… pity he didn’t get a bigger part.  Judicial pwnage ftw!

It looks like we’re not having that comment contest, since nobody seems interested.

Oh, and I’m now officially enrolled at Wyotech, in their chassis and powertrain program.  I start in October.  Nine months of eating and breathing cars, and doing terrible things to make them go faster.  You can bet Faye won’t come out of it stock.

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Life Advice in Car Magazines

“Sometimes it’s best to just put something together that isn’t ideal but at least gets the car running.  It can always be fixed later, or maybe that not-quite-perfect suspension design will prove to be more than adequate with a little setup work.  The idea is to have a functioning car to experiment on.”

–Keith Tanner, “Self Help”, Grassroots Motorsports Volume 24, Number 4

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Highly Unlikely

Read this.  Slog through it, it’s worth the effort.   :D

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